Friday, December 16, 2016

Message From Boss

Dear Jayne...

Thanks a lot for the wish. It has been a wonderful moment working with you throughout the years. I'm so glad to have experienced great time working with all the supporting staffs especially you. I did enjoy working moments at xxx and really hope that I will meet good working team like this at my new place too. I'm taking all the fond memories back with me here.
Keep up all the good works and I believe with the continuous hard work and strong desire to learn, you will definitely become a good engineer soon. Good luck and all the best for you. May you enjoy your time working with the new Boss.
Take care.

BOSS

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Boss, I'm gonna truly miss you. I wish god will give me another chance to work with you again. Till we meet again. You are a great person and I respect you alot. And I will never forget everything you have done for me.

Shine Like A Diamond

I'm truly blessed to be here and with all these people. Since the day I came in, I've been welcomed and treated so well. I watched them closely how they handle situations, calm and patient.

It's as if I am in some wonderland where everyone is so full of positive energy and the will to achieve anything. I remember one of them said, Don't be afraid, some how you are in the position to solve it, so face it bravely, one day you'll be happy u achieved it, even if you're no longer here. There is so much of teamwork here, which I've not seen before.

They are all some how shaped into being this way. Amazing. I changed and I feel like them too.

But then, I suddenly fell so deep down into a black hole and I shattered. I feel like a broken glass. I couldn't get up, and it's been days. Where has all that sunshine in me gone.

Then sunshine said, you're a diamond, so shine like a diamond....dear Jayne.

Thursday, December 15, 2016

Day 1

I'm lighting this clay lamp hoping for better things to come. I saw many posts in my Facebook account about people hurting each other, babies thrown into drain and rubbish, women being hurt, etc.

It's so heart wrenching and saddening. My face doesn't show but my heart feels so disturbed. Clown face 🎭!!! Did any religion teach us to be so cruel. I'm sure all religion will only teach good things....but I wonder why this savageness. 😔

Day 1 - God I pray for more loving and kind hearted people in this world.


Missing

How come it feels very quiet and lonely. Guess I'm missing my Boss alot. Hehehe...😀

Every morning before I enter my work space the phone will be ringing and I can guess who's calling. Definitely it's boss. Before I could pick the phone, my brain would recall every issue that happened the day before like a bullet train. All info will be lined up before the word 'hello' comes out of my mouth.

Now, as I enter my work space, it's just silence. Like everything is empty and cold. 😔

Feels like I'm left without any guidance. Heavy and dark clouds surrounding me. Like it's raining over my head all the time. I'm wet and soggy without an umbrella.

I feel like crying all day and night but my face doesn't know how to show sadness and it's always smilling though the heart is extremely down. Clown face 🎭!!!

Life's like that I guess, but I really appreciate all the help Boss has given all this while. Can't repay back what Boss has done for me.

Dear God, you know what I wished for, and I hope you will grant my wish. I've been a good girl all through the year. So pretty please.... 🙇

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Plan B

I had to attend a meeting on the 30th last month at my headquarters. I woke up early and left early to the train station. The journey was going on well until just a few stations away from my office, the train stopped.

I thought, all is well and it will move in a few seconds. But unfortunately, the train wasn't moving. Oh god, now I'm going to be late for the meeting. Sat there and started praying the train will move soon.

Then ... the phone rang. It was my boss calling. Great!!

Boss : where are you?
Me : In the train, i'm afraid I will be a little late. The train is not moving, I'm stuck. 😅
Boss : What!! You know you should come early, especially if we have meetings with BIG bosses...Jayne...
Me : Sorry boss, I left early but unfortunately, this happened...
Boss : Well, you should have a Plan B..

And he hung up the phone.

Well, I was still sitting and hoping the train would move and counting the seconds...and then I just thought about the conversation I just had a moment ago..

What would Plan B be? Hmmm.... first option: press the emergency button and jump out of the train. But then, I would be fined for that.

Second option : Go to the driver's cabin and tell the driver that I'm late for a meeting and I shall take over his place and drive the train... 🤔

That sounds crazy.... but what would Plan B be.... I still wonder until today what would it be...